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❝"Come on, now. You've lived through worse than this. Just... Just live through this too."❞
Down, but not out. - selectively acceptingLosing a pack member wasn’t the same as losing family—Scott lost his limb. He lost his soul mate, his brother, the piece of him that completed the picture. Stiles was gone and Scott was lost without his partner in crime. He felt reclusive, his every interest now fleeting as he slept his days away. Work was a tumultuous effort, a hiatus set in as he closed the clinic indefinitely. He was alone with his thoughts often, his appetite lessened by the stress and his company scare given his wife’s profession. He felt isolated and distraught—a toxic mixture.
Her support day in and out was appreciated, but it didn’t break his shell just yet. He suffered and allowed himself to do so. He’d lost his first love and now his truest friend. He wished he was the one who had perished on that night years ago—especially if it meant his friends lived on without him. The thought plagued him because he knew as much as he wanted it, neither Allison or Stiles would want him to feel this way or want it any differently.
He glanced up when Kat’s hands found his, his eyes swollen where tears were now barren in the dry wasteland of his face. He sighed, nodding because he knew he had to be strong—that this couldn’t be him forever. People still needed him and he’d get a mouthful from Allison and Stiles if he kept acting this way.
“I will—I promise you, I will.”
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